Kiss That Motherfucker Goodnight

Say this is jealousy that I’m feeling well then I’m fine with that.You have a certain characteristic that gives you the means to not feel a fucking thing for anyone that isn’t you. Now tell me you’re not fucking selfish.For every kind hearted word that I spoke to you. I beg I could take back every syllable you ripped from my mouth as I screamed for you to understand. What it feels like to not be as important to someone as they are to you. Well I’ve been on both ends and my lesson was learned. So I tell the stories of collapsed lungs so maybe the fortunate could get a fighting chance to just cut and fucking run. Fuck saying the right things- I’m sick of being your crutch. I will never pick you up again. Don’t show me that face, you know the one that I’m talking about. You will never get under my skin again. Not another word. Not sorry for shit...
I’m leaving you breathless...broken...alive...alive...

Shades Of Grey.

This life is unpredictable, no limits or restrictions
it's filled with opportunities and filled with addictions
so much joy, yet so much affliction
pain and oppression, shame and conviction
so much we see yet, so much we're missing
so much to change and so much we're fixing
faith and forgiveness, chaos destruction
poverty, paychecks, starving children and corporate lunches
love, peace, war, hate and hunger
fall, winter, spring, summer, sunshine and thunder
I'm going under, now I'm rising
how much time is left? There's no rewinding
sometimes even the light can seem blinding
I wash my thoughts in blood to keep my mind clean
I don't have everything I want
I've always had everything I needed everything hasn't always went how I planned it
but I wouldn't change who I am even if you offered me a mansion
just existing is enough, just living
I'll do my best to make the right decisions
until the day heaven takes me away
I'm gonna make the most of life even with the Shades of Grey

Never

Im in love with the art form that still keeps my heart warm
Presented with the most virtuous intent but in hard form. As long as we breathe, hardcore is going to breathe with us As long as we real, folk cant help but feel us

(I WRITE SONGS TO RIGHT MY WRONGS)

We'll always have Paris.

Did you know that you've been keeping me alive? Through the darkest days and the longest nights. The world is wrong because this is right. And everyday is another reason why. Everything can fall apart. Everything can fade. Everything will fail. But this, it just gets stronger.

On the bird in the cage

My girl, my girl, tell me why you look so sad...
Has the sun finally set on us?
Have you come to long for another's hand?
There's a feeling inside me that somethings leaving.
Like someone stealing salt from sea.
Left me sinking and left me thinking
how to keep you caged with me

Because I need you like air to breathe
Just to hold you.
o' I hold you.
o' how I hold you.
I hold you down.

Down with my insecurities
down with my hypocrisy
down with my pathetic pleas
down instead of setting you free
to find your happiness with or without me.

So untie your feat, reattach your wings
so you don't have to open your throat to sing.

Because if it's you I love, then from you...

I'd walk away.

And your face:
on every leaf
of every branch
of every tree

The Taste Of The Floor

So alone
so we'll hold
those barren bodies
bereft of any soul
to get back what
the "middle of the nights" stole:
the forgetting feeling of feeling whole

But the loneliness
of our togetherness
creates an empty nest
for the emptiness
freezing in this chest

So can you make me feel good?
make me feel complete?
help me return to a dream of love
worth more than
dirt and meat

A Church In Her Heart.