Coldfront

During the lowest points of our lives, we think how things would be differend if we tried, but right now i just need to see my friends. Honestly, Im dead without them. And again my heart has dropped to my feet. When i realize that Im not what peopled think i should be. And again i can hardly fucking breathe. I only got myself blame for this defeat. I cant compete with defeat. Tomorrow will be different. From now on ill take those risks', I say it over and over in my head with a heart full of hope and two clenched fists. This time ill try not to fuck it up. But who am i kidding? I've always lived this way. The air is getting colder and this town isn't helping. Its' such a fucking waste when another day another problem is faced. Right now, I've got a song in my head. Right now, I've got a pen in my hand. Right now, I'm going to let it all out. And they still wont understand. I dont give a fuck what anyone thinks. And im not sorry.